SpiritseekerX

It has been awhile and a lot has changed in my life.  In 2015 I got a throat infection which left me gagging and vomiting everyday for a month.  I was afraid to eat in fear that I would strangle on the vomit because it happened often when I was lying down.  When my infection finally cleared it left me with an eye disorder called vertical nystagmus where my eyes consistently go up and down.  My walking has been impaired as well and I need to use a cane to help me.  I have been told there is no cure for this.  In 2016 My mother passed away 13 days after my birthday.  She became my best friend after dad had died and we helped each other the best we could. My time with her has been a treasure that has made me what I am now.  Soon after she passed away, a man broke into my home and I had no choice but to get out as I was on the phone with 911.  Thankfully, a month later I found a new place to live and things have been well.  Sorry I have been away so long, but since my life is heading i